So Much!

8th month pregnancy!

Simple,

I want to go shop so much

I want to eat so much

I want to sleep so much

and I love you so much!

Zip Zip!!

I think a strong woman doesn't use her physical strength only, but also the power of sincere and heart to learn how to be patience in dealing with the problem.
-Meila R 

Our (dream) Honeymoon

Which woman doesn't want to go honeymoon with her beloved one? Go shopping without fear of  money will run out. Have enough money to go to salon or can buy easily our dream gadget. Which woman doesn't like a gift? Let's say money is not everything, but money can bring us to shopping in Paris. What kind of sadness can be felt when your money can bring you to shop-till-drop in Paris! Or to another country. Taste the culinary, take pictures and upload them via social media. What kind of sadness when people are jealous and want to also look like us? Yeah, I was probably trying to be grateful. Accept the fact that I was not like them. They could go honeymoon or stay at luxury hotels. Married with Ahmad Jumadil took me to this place, Sarolangun. We have money for sure, all just enough to our daily needs and eat everyday.

But I realize that what we want is not always good. What looks from the outside is not always true. I enjoy the feeling of sadness when I had to hold back some desires which are not too important. All of this fact here teach me how to be patience. 

Dear husband, my happiness may not be owned by many people. I enjoyed the way you gave me space to be angry, then be willing to persuade me slowly. I enjoyed to see you were cooking, washing dishes or washing clothes when I was sick. You don't mind taking your food by yourself when I was tired. We love each other, without having to deny that we also have to face many problems here. In Sarolangun, life away from family and the city. I enjoyed the way we save money or waiting for 1st date of each month. I enjoyed our struggle to save money to buy a variety of purposes, pay rent or other important things. My husband, my heaven and my happiness here. We may take a long time to save money to go on our dream honeymoon, but we didn't take long time to feel the real honeymoon here, the real happiness. When we still have time for a warm hug, praying, healthy and laugh together. I love you.